Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a desire fulfilled is a tree of life. Proverbs 13:12
It's still hard sometimes at Friday night Bible studies, seeing him from afar, but him not seeing nor noticing nor coming up to talk to me. I try to not let it show as I converse and fellowship with other GOCers or newcomers. Not sure what's going through his mind, sometimes I wonder if I ever even cross it anymore. The words coming from his mouth on the night of the breakup "Don't wait around for me" still haunt me sometimes with a fresh sting each time, yet that was what he said.
For a while, you had me. Did you not want to keep me? Was I not worth it to you in the end? Why...?
Moving on and letting go is not easy for me, but the necessary and right thing to do right now. I must trust and obey God and keep my eyes focused on Him only right now, no one and nothing else.
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