Last Day at the Lins' + New Home

Saturday 9/26 was my last day living here with the Lins in Reseda.  Definitely a bittersweet day.  The past 2 months living here have been such a joy, comfort, and answer to prayer.  I am so thankful to God for providing this opportunity to live with my dear friends Lisa and Stanley and their baby boy (soon to be toddler) Asher, as well as baby #2 Acacia who is due in December!.

Things I will miss:

• driving into the garage every night after work and having a parking spot that's indoors
• my own little "room" down in the basement/storage area where it was my private little space
• the pitch blackness of my "room" when the lights were off since there are no windows
• the quiet and privacy of my own secluded space
• using the Ninja blender with which I would make fruit and veggie smoothies
• getting cheap(er) gas at Costco since the Lins have a Costco card!
• the piano that is in my "room" to which I had access to and would sometimes randomly play in the evening at 9pm or the first thing after I wake up in the morning at 9am (will SUPER miss the piano!)
• receiving handwritten notes from Lisa, which I would find on the dining table when I come home from a long day of work, as well as leaving her notes for her to read when she wakes in the morning

But what I will miss MOST is seeing, fellowshipping, and spending sweet time with my beloved Lins as frequently as I got to the past two months.

Yesterday Sunday 9/27 I moved to Koreatown/Downtown LA area to be near USC GOC, the ministry to which I have committed to serve this year.  It was also my 5th time moving over the span of the past 2 years.  Definitely a lot of work packing, moving, and unpacking/rearranging/reorganizing once again (at times a bit overwhelming and dreadful, I confess), but I was very thankful for the three servant-hearted brothers (Jacky, Whisly, and Albert) who helped me transport my belongings in Westwood to my new home in the "hood".  Super grateful for the family of God!  And thankful for this new opportunity to live in a new place with new roommates to love and serve.  Looking forward to sanctification and growing in Christ-likeness :D

Strands of Sorrow

Hi friends, how were your days?

A confused patient spat medications mixed with applesauce at my face+glasses this morning. These were my favorite glasses; I recently got new lenses in Macau too. Guess the Lord was teaching me still the lesson to hold all things with an open hand, even glasses. Then someone accidentally walked in on me while I was peeing this afternoon. I felt so embarrassed, hoping that they didn't see me because I was in the middle of wiping my butt. I'm also slowly recovering from deep and grievous discouragement from a super painful time interacting with unkind people who I, sadly, call my relatives at a cousin's wedding yesterday evening.

But otherwise, all is well because of God's great love.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WjOboFsaxzk

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Each strand of sorrow has a place
Within this tapestry of grace;
So through the trials I choose to say:
"Your perfect will in Your perfect way."

While driving the long journey back to Reseda from San Juan Capistrano last night after the wedding (with poofy and swollen eyes that were also blurry from all my crying), I listened to ^ that song on repeat a few times. That stanza stuck out to me and was a good reminder that God's will is perfect and that He is still in control.

Man of Sorrows, Acquainted with Grief

Isaiah 53 brought me comfort this week as I pressed on through one of the most grueling, exhausting, challenging, trying, physically and mentally draining weeks I've had to endure in a long time.

All glory and praise be to Jesus

Who has believed what he has heard from us?1

And to whom has hthe arm of the Lord been revealed?

2  For he grew up before him like a young plant,

iand like a root out of dry ground;

jhe had no form or majesty that we should look at him,

and no beauty that we should desire him.

3  kHe was despised and rejected2 by men;

a man of sorrows,3 and acquainted with4 grief;5

and as one from whom men hide their faces6

he was despised, and lwe esteemed him not.

4  mSurely he has borne our griefs

and carried our sorrows;

yet we esteemed him stricken,

nsmitten by God, and afflicted.

5  oBut he was pierced for our transgressions;

he was crushed for our iniquities;

upon him was the chastisement that brought us peace,

pand with his wounds we are healed.

6  qAll we like sheep have gone astray;

we have turned—every one—to his own way;

rand the Lord has laid on him

the iniquity of us all.

7  He was oppressed, and he was afflicted,

syet he opened not his mouth;

tlike a ulamb that is led to the slaughter,

and like a sheep that before its shearers is silent,

so he opened not his mouth.

8  By oppression and judgment he was taken away;

and as for his generation, vwho considered

that he was cut off out of the land of the living,

stricken for the transgression of my people?

9  And they made his grave with the wicked

wand with a rich man in his death,

although xhe had done no violence,

and there was no deceit in his mouth.

10  Yet yit was the will of the Lord to crush him;

he has put him to grief;7

zwhen his soul makes8 an offering for guilt,

he shall see his offspring; he shall prolong his days;

athe will of the Lord shall prosper in his hand.

11  Out of the anguish of his soul he shall see9 and be satisfied;

by his knowledge shall bthe righteous one, my servant,

cmake many to be accounted righteous,

dand he shall bear their iniquities.

12  eTherefore I will divide him a portion with the many,10

fand he shall divide the spoil with the strong,11

because he poured out his soul to death

and was numbered with the transgressors;

gyet he bore the sin of many,

and makes intercession for the transgressors.

He's Always Been Faithful

A dear friend wrote me today and shared that he and his girlfriend broke up yesterday.  My heart goes out to him; I know (if not wholly, then at least in part) how he feels.  This is my heartfelt response to his email:

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My dear brother ______,

There's so much I want to say to comfort you right now, but I dare not depend on my own human words and efforts to bring you comfort.  I'm asking our Faithful Abba 天父 to comfort both of you.

"Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and theGod of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God." -2 Corinthians 1:2-4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2lhtx417HwU

"He's Always Been Faithful"

Great is thy faithfulness, Lord, unto me

Morning by morning I wake up to find

The power and comfort of God's hand in mine

Season by season I watch Him, amazed

In awe of the mystery of His perfect ways

All I have need of, His hand will provide

He's always been faithful to me

I can't remember a trial or a pain

He did not recycle to bring me gain

I can't remember one single regret

In serving God only, and trusting His hand

All I have need of, His hand will provide

He's always been faithful to me

This is my anthem, this is my song

The theme of the stories I've heard for so long

God has been faithful, He will be again

His loving compassion, it knows no end

All I have need of, His hand will provide

He's always been faithful, He's always been faithful

He's always been faithful to me

May your heart be comforted and encouraged by these lyrics!  Keep your eyes on Jesus, beloved brother!

Your loving big sis,

Frances