... that I could possibly fall in love again?
Over the past few years since the end of 2013 I've worked hard to build up a barricade surrounding my fragile heart for self-protection, though often times meeting failure. I was determined to not easily let this already-wobbly fortress down so easily, especially since I've been working so hard to construct it and making sure it stands erect. But lately, I find these walls slowly melting and me letting my guard down. I took notice and tried to refortify the barricade, praying to God that I would guard my heart - the wellspring of my life (Proverbs 4:23), that I would hide it in Christ and only give it to Him alone, the only Place where my heart will ever be completely and totally safe and unbroken.
Lord, I pray for clarity in your perfect, good, and wise timing. And that I would only let down this barricade down if I know for sure it's from You. Waiting for Your signal.
