God, what are You trying to do in my life lately? I've been having these mixed emotions, been feeling ups and downs lately (and the ups aren't even really that high), been haunted by some hurts and sad stuff from the past. Already cried myself to sleep two times. I really don't like to nor want to cry. Been struggling lately. So many people around me struggling, too. Is this really what life is about: constant struggle?
God, I want to hear You better. Can You tell me what's up? Because I'm trying to listen........
Jesus, I wanna go DEEEEEEP with you. I want to have victory over the Enemy and not let him have a foothold on me, especially when I'm feeling weak and vulnerable these days.
Ughhh big headache and back pain. Feeling feverish. And my right knee's been feeling funky for a few weeks now, I think it might be slightly disconnected. Must be some type of injury from running.
I think I'm getting sick. Looking forward to a better day tomorrow.
