It's late, very late. Like wayyy past my bedtime late haha. 2:44am. Dunno why I'm still up. Got back home pretty late because had to drop Tiffany home after BARTing back to SF, but really glad she came out to Berkeley with me for fellowship tonight! Been thinking about a lot of stuff and I still am actually. Sorta feeling a little "emo" too haha, whatever that means. Trying to take all my thoughts captive and make them obedient to Christ... just collecting all of them and making Christ at the center of them all. Which is hard and I fail at it because I think I'm trying to compete with Him by subconsciously making myself (or other people) at the center. I know I cannot accomplish this (making Jesus the center of all my thoughts) by my own willpower because I'm so weaksauce and my own mind/heart is so deceptive. I'm so needy of God's help and grace. I'm so in need of God to be my everything. God, please continue to remind and convict me that You truly are the Only One who can fulfill my every need and desire and satisfy me complete-ly.
Learned a new song tonight during ICA Large Group.
Listening to it right now on Youtube because I really like it.
"Everything" by Tim Hughes.
God in my living, there in my breathing
God in my waking, God in my sleeping
God in my resting, there in my working
God in my thinking, God in my speaking
Be my everything, be my everything
Be my everything, be my everything
God in my hoping, there in my dreaming
God in my watching, God in my waiting
God in my laughing, there in my weeping
God in my hurting, God in my healing
Be my everything, be my everything
Be my everything, be my everything
Christ in me, Christ in me
Christ in me, the hope of glory
You are everything
Christ in me, Christ in me
Christ in me, the hope of glory
Be my everything
You are everything, You are everything
You are everything, You are everything
Jesus, everything, Jesus, everything
Jesus, everything, Jesus everything
I really want to say to Jesus "You are my everything".
O Lord Jesus, be my everything!
That is my sincere prayer to You tonight.
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