I have never felt as much sadness, pain, loneliness, and grief as I have in the past year starting in August 2013 to now. To be completely honest, it's hard for me to trust You right now. My heart is filled with many doubts and questions, and a gloomy cloud of depression hangs over my head when I wake up in the morning these days. My heart feels very calloused towards people and the world around me. There's been so much that happened the past year. I've tried to reach out for help, but no one seems to care or notice. I want to run away and hide, but there's no where to go and no one to turn to. But Simon Peter's words pop into my mind: "Lord, to whom shall I go? You have the words of eternal life..."